I’m so tired of being lonely, feeling like I’m the only one on this planet. I need someone, someone to love. It seems as though I will never get that feeling back. I want to love so bad, but I’m just too sad.

My best friend thinks I’m a slut no one wants.

My other best friend thinks I tried to steal her ex that she doesn’t even want.

I feel dead inside every fucking day, and my friends were the only thing keeping me alive. 

I don’t know what will pull me through the day anymore. 

I don’t want to get through the day. 

I don’t want to live.

I hate myself.